Look behind the scenes at the "hook up" that led to the unleashing of this Diary. How did Pam meet her ex, and better question how did she stay with him? Before the challenges of being a single mom, understand those of being a non single mom and it starts to become clear how the transition perhaps wasn't that difficult  a transition at all and her seemingly breakdown led way to her breakthough. He might not have been her knight and shining armour but through personal and spiritual development Pam can see how for her blessings to have unfolded as they have he was not just important but he was necessary.  Thanks Uncle Dad!