This episode took the air out of the room.

Jessica sits down with Urban Valor and walks us through the life most people never see behind the uniform. From a childhood surrounded by chaos and addiction… to stepping into a Marine Corps environment that felt more like danger than brotherhood… to losing herself inside a bottle just trying to cope with the weight of everything she’d carried since childhood.

She gets real about the DUI that nearly ended her career, the harassment she endured, the blackmail that pushed her to the edge, and the moment she realized the system that was supposed to protect her was ready to burn her instead.

And then — she takes us into the deep end.

Her ibogaine journey.
The pain.
The hallucinations.
The emotional rebirth.
The moment she met the child version of herself and finally understood why she drank, why she ran, and why she hurt.

This might be one of the most important conversations we’ve had with a veteran. Not because it’s dramatic — but because it’s honest.

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Video chapters: 
00:00 – Entering the Marine Corps & First Warning Signs
02:00 – Childhood Trauma: Abuse, Neglect & Survival
06:30 – Alcohol in the Marine Corps & Isolation Overseas
11:00 – The DUI That Changed Everything
15:45 – Harassment, Blackmail & a Broken System
22:50 – Getting Demoted & Hitting Rock Bottom Again
28:40 – Traveling to Colombia & Rediscovering Life
34:00 – MSG Dreams Crushed & Another Setback
38:30 – Testing Positive & Preparing for Discharge
44:50 – Living in a Bus & Rebuilding Purpose
49:00 – Starting Liberisk & Helping Veterans Heal
53:00 – Entering Psychedelic Treatment (Ibogaine)
55:15 – The Ibogaine Trip: Pain, Darkness & Revelation
1:05:00 – Emotional Breakthrough & Rebirth
1:12:00 – What She Learned & How It Changed Everything
1:18:00 – The Bigger Message for Veterans & Humanity

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