ForexTraderNYC

such an amazing mother daughter relationship this is heavenly, this feels like heaven.. i never got to experience the warmth, the love, care from a mother...my dad raised me n took care of me but hecwasnt a good communicator, altho very kind n loving man his anger would overcome his kindness n love...which i realized after he died.. he suffered all his life n protected me so i can have a good 1....he wud put me down just so i dont take it too easy.. n work harder..he was like a coach..who was suffering all his life but kept his pain hidden...a sweet lil naiive baby man, whom i would punch in tummy, my big teddy bear .even as a 30s yr old man .i wud nap with him with my feet on top of his.. he was an angel all along, after his death i have no motivation left..just wanna help my relatives help em liv betteer n die to see my dad on other side...he was my life, my snuggly bear, my best friend.