I could have named this show “I Masturbated to the Thought of You With Someone Else…”

In our third podcast episode together Marcel (my partner of 2 years) and I dive deep into topics like freedom, jealousy, tears, solo polyamory, sexual freedom, and maturity in open love. Recorded in a hammock in southern Spain, we explore:

-How freedom can be both inspiring and terrifying in relationships.

-If they could remove one pain from each other's lives, what it would be.

-How fear can actually deepen love.

-Honest stories about jealousy—including a frightening hotel room moment.

-Why jealousy is often a mirror of our own unmet desires.

-Crying for the first time in 10 years and redefining masculinity.

-The difference between envy and jealousy.

-Solo polyamory: loving without merging lives.

-The unexpected way opening a relationship changes desire.

-Myths about open love, and why it’s not a constant orgy.

-The beauty of living relationships by conscious choice.

-The most sovereign version of us in love.

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