My Prayer and "Light Me Up"
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Letter sent to all site members April 1st, 2020. Some fans asked that I make it available to the public so it can be shared.
Dear friend,
My prayer for so long has been, “God, please don’t let me be deceived.” I don’t want to be fooled! On a day like April Fool’s Day, this prayer is even more meaningful. I’ve always searched for Truth.
I am fortunate to have some lifelong fans of my music who comment on YouTube that they think I should be more well known. You all are so sweet! Thank you! It’s really a blessing in disguise not to be though. For many other dark reasons I won’t get into here, I had to say goodbye to Hollywood and my dreams of sharing my music on a larger scale a long time ago.
Ten years ago in April I graduated from Belmont University. What an amazing growth experience! I went back to school in order to learn things I simply wanted to know. I took the following classes by choice:
Mass Media and Society
American Government
US History
World History
Multiple Political Science courses
Multiple Religion courses
All in search of knowledge and truth.
I learned in Mass Media and Society that most mainstream media (the big 6 media companies) are actually funded, owned and controlled by one group of extremely wealthy people. This reminded me of when all our independent radio stations were purchased by Clear Channel and were instantly controlled and no longer had a choice of what music they could play. My radio programmer who had played my first hit single, "I’m Not the Girl” was a father of young girls and he hesitantly played, “I Kissed a Girl” by Katy Perry instead of songs he felt good about spinning (mine were no longer considered at this point). He held a title of Program Director, but he was no longer directing.
In American Government I learned about the branches of government and how our founding fathers had put them in place to ensure the leaders would have their power distributed among the branches. This would ensure the people would be properly represented and not controlled.
In US history and World History, I heard all the gruesome stories written by the winners of the wars. These classes were so sad. I am all about peace and civilized cooperation, and I don’t want war or any more innocent bloodshed ever. War is not a solution. Only blood thirsty psychopathic energy vampires would be ok with this option and create reasons to go to war. It is not their nephews, family members, or friends who are slaughtered. It's yours and mine. These same wealthy families fund the wars.
In Political Science I learned about how divisive political parties are and how similar political parties and the entertainment industry are. So similar you just have to use logic to intuit they are run by the same powerful (by money only) ruling elite. I learned how strong political affiliation just keeps people divided and fighting amongst each other while also unknowingly being influenced subconsciously by television “programming” (hey, they warned us in the name!) and ancient technology used in music also to hypnotically deliver their messages. I learned how difficult it is to accomplish anything as a president if they’re not aligned with the deep state (think JFK) and how the voting system was in terrible need of an upgrade due to electoral votes not representing the people’s wishes. Ten years later, still nothing has improved in the American voting system. Because we don’t choose our candidates it is silly to hatefully call anyone a “supporter” of any given president when we never asked for the candidates we were handed in the first place. They were “cast” like actors a long time ago.
I learned in my religions courses that similar to the entertainment industry and politics, again people were divided by different beliefs that in some ways works like programming as we don’t choose the country, family, or religion we are “born” into. Division, division, and more division. While our diversity in thought, origin, beliefs, and all of these varieties are beautiful, and should be respected and not imposed on another, we should not allow them to be ways in which our buttons are pushed to be angry or against other humans. Our enemy is not our fellow humans. Many sacred writings from all over the world have different yet similar warnings. I am most familiar with the words of Christ so I will share these because it is what I know. Jesus’ (or his real name, Yeshua’s) words always stood out to me as contradictory to everything we were programmed to believe or think in all the above categories I’ve studied.
Ephesians 6:12
12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Mark 12:30-31
30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’[a] 31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.”
Matthew 12:25
25 But Jesus knew their thoughts, and said to them: “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand.
John 14:12 -14
12Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13 And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.
Growing up in a church it seemed as though nobody paid attention to all of Yeshua’s cryptic words! Like a whole religion was created around this man yet His words were not heeded nor understood by many of the followers. We are not taught in church that WE can do even greater things than Jesus was doing. WOW! That’s a huge statement. Not to mention how Jesus hung out with women as equals and then after his death women were right back to being oppressed by the rulers. You can’t love your neighbor when you’re dividing yourself because of differing beliefs and thoughts. Yet, this was the greatest commandment: to love your God (or your higher power), your neighbor, and yourself.
This division we have among all of our people inhabiting this planet must stop or we will be brought to desolation by the ruling elite. (you must research for yourselves how these rulers have planned to introduce us to chaos and then offer us a solution that ultimately strips us of our freedom)
It’s up to us as people to unite and stand together regardless of religion, race, political ideology, country of origin, or any other divisive programming and refuse to be further controlled as this plan of the deep state ruling elite continues to roll out. When we are all stripped down to humanity in all its vulnerabilities fighting a virus globally together, it is easy to see how very similar we are. We all need food, shelter, love, relationships, sleep, toilets and paper (well we can survive w/o this!), and a direct connection with our creator or higher power to awaken our spiritual body to remind us we are so much more than this physical body.
There is more to this inner divine light than we’ve been told by our dark programmers. Each of us has this ability to connect and be one with the Father (perhaps creator is Father/Mother rather?) without going to church or through a pope. It’s what I hope and pray brings us all together in unity very soon as we awaken to who we truly are. We have creator's light inside of us and this “WAY” is what Christ and many other masters came to tell us about. The rulers/leaders didn’t like it then, and they don’t like it now because it makes us very powerful instead of vaccinated and dumbed down “sheeple” who easily follow (are controlled).
So while we’re all inside our homes feeling like we want to be set free…I pray that we will all go within to that quiet place in our hearts and ask our higher power to light us up to awareness of our eternal spiritual being and fill us with unconditional love. In this knowledge there is no more fear, only love and unity. We are all in this together on this beautiful planet and we must unite as one to save our lives, our freedoms and our planet. And together our light can outshine the darkness that has ruled our planet for too long. Do not fear and don’t give away your freedom if/when the elite rulers offer “safety” and “security” in exchange. They cannot take it away without our consent! Don’t give consent!
I am releasing this song Light Me Up in honor of JFK and Princess Diana. They were both genuine lights trying to shine in a very dark place and those lights were sadly snuffed out. They couldn’t change the dark ruling order alone. We must all do it together.
I hope you enjoy this song. I love to create music and while Hollywood is shut down and *hopefully* all the darkness is being infiltrated and evil doers are being held accountable, I see a tiny window to share a song that has some light.
I love you all!
Rachel Farris











