National Disability Radio: Alden’s AuDHD Journey
Description
Alden Blevins, the newest host of National Disability Radio, has a personal journey with autism and ADHD that has shaped her perspective on disability rights and advocacy. Alden was misdiagnosed with anxiety and depression as a child, and did not receive the correct diagnosis of autism and ADHD until her late 20s. Alden describes her experience navigating the workplace and healthcare systems as an autistic individual, emphasizing the challenges of “passing” as neurotypical and the importance of self-accommodating.
We also discuss the evolving public perception and representation of autism, noting that while awareness has increased, the diversity of the autistic experience is often overlooked. When it comes to policy and advocacy, Alden highlights the need for greater autistic representation and input, as the perspectives of those with high support needs or who use augmentative communication are often left out of importangt onversations
To recharge and find joy, the PodSquad turns to their interests, particularly music and pop culture, which play an important role in ever important their self-advocate self-care regime.
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Michelle Bishop:
How could we not talk about Taylor getting engaged and dropping a new album?
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
Yes. Oh my gosh.
Michelle Bishop:
Taylor, she understood the assignment and she was like, “The world needs me to bring them joy right now.”
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
Yes.
Alden Blevins:
Oh, absolutely. I’ve been totally enjoying some good escapism by entering into the Taylor verse, and that’s been helpful for my mental health as of late, so.
Michelle Bishop:
Maybe we should do our podcast.
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
Welcome to National Disability Radio.
Alden Blevins:
Let’s go ahead and do that. So I’m the newbie here in the mix today.
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
Yay.
Alden Blevins:
Yes. But I will welcome everybody to National Disability Radio and introduce myself and say that I am Alden Blevins. I am a new addition to the NDRN team. I started last year around November. Before that, I happened to work at the Virginia Protection and Advocacy organization, disAbility Law Center of Virginia for two years. So I have learned a lot from the PNAs in the disability community, and I’m super stoked to be here today.
Michelle Bishop:
Love it. Welcome.
Alden Blevins:
Yeah.
Michelle Bishop:
Stephanie, were you going to introduce yourself?
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
I was just going to say, Alden, we are super excited to have you as a producer and host. So yeah, we are super excited to have you with us on our pod squad team. But yeah, I’m Stephanie Flynt McEben and I am NDRN’s public policy analyst and I guess it’s one third now, one third of your podcast hosts.
Michelle Bishop:
One third, one third. I’m Michelle Bishop. I’m the manager for voter access and engagement, and I usually have to introduce myself first every single episode, so looking-
Alden Blevins:
Oh, wow. I didn’t mean to steal your thunder. I just wanted us to get into the mix.
Michelle Bishop:
And I know you’ve got hella professional experience, but also one of the things we highlight on National Disability Radio is also the lived experience of having a disability and why that is also as important and as valid and useful as the professional experience and data and that sort of thing.
Alden Blevins:
Absolutely. So I have my own experience with disabilities. I identify, as the kids say, AuDHD, meaning I both have autism and ADHD, and that has shaped so much about how I moved through the world. Other than that, some more lived experience I have is that I started my career out working in public education, which just happened to teach me a lot about the systems and the barriers that everyday people face. And in addition to my own lived experience with disability, my mom is also a power chair user. Sometimes she uses a walker. She uses various mobility aids. She’s had a disability for most of my life growing up, so while I bring my own perspective, I’ve also got a lot of experience with a different type of disability through my experiences growing up with my mom.
Michelle Bishop:
I’m sorry, did you call it AuDHD? I’ve never heard that before. That’s amazing.
Alden Blevins:
Yes. AuDHD. A-U-D-H-D.
Michelle Bishop:
Yes. I love it, I love it. We’re already learning new things. This episode is about you as our new pro host. So back us all the way up. Let’s let our listeners get to know you a little bit. Can you talk about your journey to joining NDRN?
Alden Blevins:
Yeah, absolutely. So like I mentioned, I did start out working in public education and from there I moved into nonprofit work first with the National Alliance on Mental Illness of Virginia. And then again with the Virginia PNA, the disAbility Law Center of Virginia. I feel like each step to getting to NCRN has been a new layer of experiencing how disability rights touches every aspect of our lives. I feel like I’ve really learned a ton. And today I see the world through the lens of ableism, and I want to be in a world where people with disabilities, whether visible or invisible, are valued for who they are. At its core, I believe people like me deserve to exist and know that we are valid to show up however we show up.
Stephanie Flynt McEben:
Alden, I know that you’ve talked a little bit about your experience and what interested you in joining NDRN and the network. Can you talk a little bit more about what disability rights work means to you personally? I know that for me, that’s just something that we automatically connect to. I know for me as a multiply disabled person, that’s definitely something that I take with me when it comes to doing my work from the day-to-day. And I imagine that you’ve got similar points, but would love to hear you expand a little bit more on that.
Alden Blevins:
Yeah, absolutely. Again, I see everything through that lens of ableism because of my own personal lived experiences. I have my own things that have happened to me through the lens of employment, through the lens of healthcare that are related to my own disabilities. So when I hear stories of other people struggling with some of the same instances of ableism or the same barriers that I struggled with, I’m able to really empathize with them and put myself in their shoes. So I think that my own disability identity has definitely helped me understand better what the world of disability rights means and why people maybe have more pride or try to cultivate that self-acceptance in their disability identities because I think that’s what feels the best and the most affirming to me. And I try to bring that to my work here at NDRN.
Michelle Bishop:
100%. Absolutely. Disability, we talk about it all day every day in this work that we do on this podcast, but it’s not this abstract thing. Disability and disability rights are very real. It’s something that we live every day. It shapes so much about our lives, our personal lives and our work. Can you walk us through that journey for you? You talked about how it impacted your education, you and the workplace, healthcare advocacy. Can we take it back to, tell me about young Alden? Did you know you had AuDHD at the time when you were in school? And how did that impact you?
Alden Blevins:
I definitely did not know that I had autism and ADHD. I went through some processes of misdiagnosis. When I was really small, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression at age 10 due to extreme fluctuations in behavior and my ability to cope. They were interpreted by my family as dramatic moods or tantrums, but what I was actually experiencing were autistic meltdowns. But because clinicians in the ’90s didn’t really see me or any young girls for that matter as autistic, they missed the root causes of my behavior. I began taking anxiety meds and I continued with that all throughout high school and early college, but there were still a lot of other sensory and social things that the diagnosis just didn’t explain. I always knew there was something different about me. I remember feeling like an alien as a very little kid, and I did continue to struggle a lot with meltdowns and mood regulation through early adulthood.
Alden Blevins:
I was misdiagnosed with that anxiety and depression for years. Later, I eventually acquired another misdiagnosis of bipolar. The clinicians just generally lacked knowledge about how autism presents in women and girls throughout the 90s and 2000s. And especially because I had already made it to adulthood without the diagnosis, they didn’t necessarily have the knowledge to interpret what do these symptoms look like on an adult woman. I get the comment a lot of like, “You’re nothing like my 8-year-old nephew who loves trains.” And I’m like, “I am a 32-year-old woman, so I am different from your 8-year-old nephew.” And sometimes people don’t necessarily realize what that diagnosis can look like kind of on different people.
Alden Blevins:
But once I finally did get my diagnosis of autism and ADHD, I began self-accommodating. The diagnosis really gave me the confidence to claim my place in the disability community. And I




