In this first episode of the new season of Becca’s Musings, I reflect on the 18-month stretch that felt like everything stopped, a standstill that tested my faith, identity, and capacity to hope. I talk about the friends who held me down (literally — shoutout to my girl whose couch became my safe place), the unexpected fears that come with answered prayers, and the quiet, slow work of rebuilding a life you thought had fallen apart.

If you’ve ever felt stuck, scared of goodness, or pressured to “catch up,” this episode is for you.

I also share what this podcast used to be , a once-a-year reflection, and why I’m choosing to show up more regularly, more vulnerably, and more me.

Welcome to Season 1: Rebuilding. Let’s muse our way through it.