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Reluctant
means not wanting to do something or feeling hesitant or unsure about doing it.
Examples:
1- Walt Disney was initially reluctant to use sound in animation, unsure if audiences would appreciate the change.
2- Joe was so reluctant to clean his room that he tried to convince his cat to do it, claiming it was 'the kitty's turn for spring cleaning.