In today's episode I tell you about the dream that changed my life, the time I got my dream job and the reason I lost it. I also expel the most remarkable accidental sound from my human body that you have to hear to believe.

After recording this episode I had an epiphany that the dream I'd had was an exact foreshadowing of the event to come. The dangling carrot of my dream job was the identity; the costume I was being fitted for. In the end it was a grindstone, and I had to kill that identity instead. I believe it was my future self telling me to hold steady, and trust that the death would allow me to be free.

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