There are some truths in the Bible that can be more difficult than others. Sometimes we have to wrestle with those truths. I've been there and thankfully we serve a God who meets us in our doubt and questioning. However, what the Lord revealed to me is that ultimately, it doesn't matter how I feel about God's truth, it matters that I submit to it. This isn't harsh, nor is it an invalidation of how I feel, It's realizing that I'm not God and I don't know best. If I refuse to live under the care of His truth, no matter how I feel or think about it, I'm choosing to step outside of His beautiful design of abundant life, given to us through Christ. 

Verses: 
Proverbs 28:26
Proverbs 3:5
Job 38
2 Timothy 3:16