You ever feel like the moment you finally stand in your truth, the world hands you a storm?

This episode is a raw, unfiltered look at what really happens when you decide to step into your spiritual gifts—when you stop shrinking and start shining. Together with Amy, we share the ache of betrayal, the heaviness of grief, and the inner resilience it takes to stay rooted in your purpose when others project their unhealed wounds onto you.

If you've ever felt blindsided by jealousy, shamed for your success, or emotionally exiled by those you once called sisters, this one’s for you. It’s about grief. Boundaries. Misplaced loyalty. And the hard truth that not everyone can come with you when you rise.

This episode won’t sugarcoat what it means to be a lightworker in a shadow-filled world—but it will remind you that you’re not crazy, not alone, and not wrong for wanting more.

Timestamps:
[03:10 ] – Therapy, grief, and the unexpected layers of healing
[15:42 ] – What it really means to own your spiritual gifts
[26:55 ] – Jealousy, projections, and betrayal in spiritual spaces
[41:00 ] – Letting go of the pedestal others put you on
[56:30 ] – Discerning toxic energy vs. aligned soul family
[1:11:47 ] – The risk (and necessity) of visibility in your soul work
[1:23:00 ] – Why intention and self-responsibility matter more than ever

Pull Quote:
"I gave them the permission to put me on a pedestal—and the moment I crumbled, they couldn’t handle my humanity." - Amy Blackhurst

Resources & Links:
– Connect with Amy Blackhurst: amyblackhurst.com
– Learn with Courtney: mediumcourtneydawson.com
– Join Courtney’s Mediumship Mastery Circle
– Amy’s upcoming Dragon Quest Healing Retreat (22 spots)

If this episode cracked something open for you, take a quiet moment today and ask yourself: Where have I been holding back to make others comfortable? Then let your next step be yours—unapologetically.