When it feels like everything is lost, how do we find guidance? In this incredibly difficult and painful week, we’ve been seeking wisdom, prayer and spiritual guidance. As we get ready to return to Season 4, we wanted to take a step back with a “retro” episode, pulling from our archives from Season 2.

In this episode, Five and Nine talks with Angela Mictlanxochitl Anderson Guerrero, who runs Lideramos, a Latino leadership organization in the US, and who is a practicing abuela, or grandmother, in the Danza de la Luna lineage, a transterritorial Mexica ceremonial practice.

Angela Mictlanxochitl talks about the four components of her thoughtful engagement framework—intention, responsibility, reciprocity and care—, the role of prayer and spirituality in leadership, being authentic in the workplace and how we care for our physical, psychological and emotional health. She closes with a sound and prayer offering in collaboration with artist Enrique Arriaga Celis.

Resources

From Our Guest

* Angela’s bio on Lideramos

* Bless Me, Ultima, by Rudolfo Anaya

* Gloria Evangelina Anzaldúa

Tarot Cards Discussed

* The Tower

* The Lovers

* Next World Tarot, by Cristy C. Road

Prayer Text(audio developed in collaboration with Enrique Arriaga Celis)

As I hold my round obsidian mirror, the black magic mirror.

My fingers are around the edges. I lift up the black mirror to my face. As I look into the mirror, I see the reflection of my face in the mirror. I feel myself.

I invite each of you to look back via the other side into the black magic mirror.  

Close your eyes and feel -- sense the darkness of the condition of possibility. 

With the permission of Nana Metzli, our Moon,  with the permission of Tonantzin, our Mother, with the permission of the cosmic energies,  and the permission of Tonatiuh, the Sun.I ask all the directions to invoke the loving energy of this sacred space we occupy to activate the black magic mirror.

May we feel embraced in its stillness wherever you may be, and however you may be. 

May you honor your thoughts. May you honor your insecurities. May you honor the genius of all the movements in your life.

In the beauty and the tragedy of our relations, I ask that you are shown the depth of your love. 

I ask the reflective black light to shine on each of you.

As you feel it tingle, ask yourself, “Who am I and who do I wanna be?”

Listen. Listen. Listen to yourself. 

Claim your sacredness, embrace your medicine to heal, and trust in your unique value and gifts. 

Now listen and repeat: 

My path is open. I am guided by my ancestors. The magic of the elements and the sacredness of life wants me to survive. My reflection is my life force. 

I dance with the weaving of life so I may come into union with the person I am. 

Listen. Listen. Listen to yourself. 

As we close, black magic mirror, Please shower the you in me and the me in you with love and kindness. 

In the light of the black magic mirror, I am you and you are me, We are never alone. With heart over our heads.Walk with confidence in the black light. 

Ometeotl.

Music

* Episode: Oh for the wings of a dove, performed by Geraldine Farrar in 1911 and composed by Felix Mendelssohn-Bartholdy.

* Outro: Ain’t we got fun, composed by Richard A. Whiting and performed by the Benson Orchestra of Chicago, 1921.

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