DiscoverThings Musicians Don't Talk About91. I wasn’t as good at the cello as I thought I was
91. I wasn’t as good at the cello as I thought I was

91. I wasn’t as good at the cello as I thought I was

Update: 2025-04-23
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'On returning from America, I listened back to lots of my old recordings and discovered a paradox: I had no confidence but also thought I deserved more – thought I was better than I really was'. Hattie sits down to share reflections from her trip to America from health anxiety and Curtis, to self-love and deleting dating apps

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91. I wasn’t as good at the cello as I thought I was

91. I wasn’t as good at the cello as I thought I was