*Podcast correction-Pessimistic, not Optimistic

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Loss of family, can really put your own life into perspective.

I certainly understand where my endless energy and creative mind came from... that was after watching my uncle's video of memories. Photos upon photos of not just a full life... but a happy life.

Even while not feeling well. Still making yourself laugh. And in the process? You make others laugh with you. Because the world can always use laughter.

Cancer really had me doing everything to help get me through the toughest of days. Yet, I remember the days a few years ago... when good days lasted more than 24-hours.

Cancer pain most definitely goes absolutely nowhere, but worse. I used my time, those years fighting my own cancer to create memories. Seems it runs in the blood too!

Next month, they will be switching me to the last dosage. The last possible increase on all my medications. Then it is time to put years of exceptance into perspective. No one wants to be bed bound or on hospice, but we talked about where my health was taking me a few years ago with oncology. The path of progression. However, no one wants to be in pain either. I'm growing, honestly, exhausted from the pain itself. The crazy sleep or lack of. Not being able to eat. Losing more weight and in all actuality... losing of oneself. I always promised myself, that if possible. I go on my terms, but not in pain. I don't have to and that's where we are in my journey.

Live, Love & Dance like EVERYONE is watching because in the end... what mattered most is all that happiness you created for yourself. It will help you in remembering how you fought so hard... for so long. Amen.

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