In this conversation, the guest discusses her experiences with ADHD, childhood troublemaking, and her introduction to drugs. She talks about her early experiences with alcohol and smoking, as well as her first encounter with cocaine. She shares how her ADHD medication helped her focus and calm her mind. The guest also talks about her relationships, job instability, and how she transitioned into selling drugs. She discusses the lifestyle and financial benefits of selling drugs and the risks involved. In this conversation, the speaker reflects on their experience as a drug dealer and the risks and challenges they faced. They discuss how they got involved in selling drugs, the process of finding suppliers and customers, and the dangers they encountered. The speaker also talks about the allure of the lifestyle and the financial rewards, but emphasizes the constant worry and anxiety that came with it. They eventually decided to quit after a breakup and the realization that the risks outweighed the benefits. The speaker advises against getting involved in drug dealing and highlights the importance of surrounding oneself with trustworthy friends.