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Loss Mama Life: then vs now

Loss Mama Life: then vs now

Update: 2025-12-15
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Carter's mama, Amy and I, first recorded 3.5 years ago, not long after we both lost our sons. At the time, we were still deep in survival mode—learning how to breathe, how to exist, how to live in a world that had permanently changed.

In this episode, we come back together to talk about life now.

We talk honestly about:

  • Parenting after loss
  • What grief looks like years later (spoiler: it doesn’t disappear)
  • Expanding our families while still carrying our first babies with us
  • The tension of joy and sorrow coexisting
  • How motherhood after loss reshapes who you are, how you parent, and how you move through the world

This isn’t a “look how far we’ve come” conversation. It’s just a real one. Two moms with 2 on earth and one in the sky. 

Grief didn’t end. It evolved. Love didn’t shrink. It expanded. And our sons are still very much part of our everyday lives.

If you’re navigating parenting after loss, considering growing your family again, or wondering what life can look like years down the road—this conversation is for you.

Find Amy on Instagram:@amyycampisi

Her Charity Org Carters Classic Website

Find your Loss Posse at LOSSLINK.COM

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NOTE: I am not a doctor or a therapist. This podcast is not in place of therapy. The views of my guests are not always reflective of my own.  I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. These are my experiences, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone. Always do your own research and make informed decisions!

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Website: www.katherinelazar.com

 

Some helpful resources:

https://countthekicks.org/

https://www.measuretheplacenta.org/

https://www.pushpregnancy.org/

https://www.tommys.org/

 

Local to Atlanta:

https://www.northsidepnl.com/

 

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Loss Mama Life: then vs now

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