In episode 6 I continue Phase 1 of my podcast and record the 4th and final part of my experience working for the Mormon Church in Salt Lake City.

In another hard episode to record, "Suffering in Silence" I bring up the aftermath of the last episode and how co-workers were ignoring and shunning me within the LDS Church office department. With found no work from anywhere, and felt like my entire life was one big lie. 

From being too scared to tell my wife about my feelings of doubt, to the coworker who rejected a simple act of kindness and help on my part. From a fiasco of not getting paid for two weeks, to losing my temper at a bus driver. This was a hard episode to retell.