Yeah, things are just starting to make sense lately. Like not in a "wow he is so wise and smart" but in a... wow he is nihilistic and depressive af. Like nothing seems to matter or have reason. Like I know I’m in a current slump and of course I will have these types of thoughts, but it’s hard to not see it as just that. Like friends and family are revealing that people are only close when they are happy or when they are gaining something from you. Not all the time it’s a bad thing but people aren’t usually just nice for nice sake. Some are, but most aren’t.I can even argue even D'Ante', the reason we are still cool is because we are both in a similar situation. If that fine balance was different during this period, I probably would've dropped him too.Say a loving marriage, a lot of the time I'd argue that if the husband/wife was in a slump, lost job, or aged poorly, was less "fun" than before even though same personality, etc., then a divorce would be soon to come if the other person wasn't sticking around only because they couldn’t find anyone else.The government revealed it never gave af about its people and this whole constitution blah blah experiement bs was all just a sham to get people to ignore the numerous and obvious bads and be hypnotized into blind faith in the system. The world caters to the rich and the lowly lower middle to low class are only there to be machines. That’s why when AI started showing its head of usefulness with LLMs, the CEOs and business people were so quick to screw over entry workers. Like this world is a mess. If there is a god, the god sucks at what it does ngl. Literally threw garbage at the wall, it sorta stuck but is drooping down leaving stinky grease stains, and it went "eh I’m tired that’s good enough".I could do a better job ngl.