This episode was not easy to record. Lately I have been grieving a lot of friendships that are no longer the same. This point in my life has shown great difficulties and strife in my day to day. My relationships have not been the same since starting Van Life, since 2020, since life has forced us to change drastically, and maybe that's a good thing... Through all the had times, there is a big, bright beautiful light at the end of the tunnel. I know that with all the uncertainty I have felt lately regarding my friend-relationships, I know that everything happens for a beautiful, mostly unseen reason at the time, and to have the courage and time to put focus back on myself and those who continue to show up in my life makes this painful journey bearable. 

Know that you are not alone in this. And if you are an a-sexual individual who REALLLY relates and feels this added sorrow in friendships, know that I do too and you are not alone in your feelings. Oh, and you're valid. Don't forget that. 

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