This episode of Beyond Belief: Tales of Religious Exodus features Alex, who shares his compelling journey of leaving Orthodox Judaism.

Alex discusses his upbringing in a culturally Jewish family, his deep involvement with 12-step recovery programs, and his extensive exploration of various Orthodox sects. He describes a pivotal moment in December 2022 that led him to leave the community and begin a profound deconstruction process.

Alex explores the practices and communities that helped him heal, including meditation, trauma-informed therapy, and unconventional 12-step meetings.

The episode delves into the complexities of finding authenticity and meaning beyond rigid religious boundaries.

00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief
01:43 Alex's Early Life and Religious Upbringing
03:06 Struggles with Addiction and Recovery
05:58 First Encounter with Orthodox Judaism
10:59 Immersion in Orthodox Study and Community
25:35 Conflicts and Doubts about Orthodox Beliefs
29:04 Struggles with Gender and Faith
29:47 Meditation and Jewish Practices
30:46 Gender Roles and Responsibilities in Judaism
31:48 Questioning Jewish Ancestry and Practices
32:43 Critique of Religious Texts and Leaders
35:25 Journey Through Different Jewish Sects
38:40 The Final Straw and Deconstruction
42:58 Finding New Paths and Healing
53:13 Advice for Others in Deconstruction
54:13 Closing Thoughts and Future Plans