In this episode of Beyond Belief, Robert shares his riveting journey from a Reform Jewish upbringing to adopting Orthodox practices through the influence of the Ba'al Teshuva movement, and eventually transitioning to secularism. Raised in a culturally Jewish household, his exposure to Orthodoxy began when his mother remarried into a more traditional family. While an active participant in Orthodox youth groups and later attending Yeshiva in Israel, Robert never fully embraced the lifestyle.

His story highlights the complexities of religious identity, influenced by personal struggles, military service, and a search for truth. Through mental health challenges and significant life events, Robert's journey reflects an insightful exploration of faith, community, and self-discovery.

00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief
00:52 Robert's Early Religious Background
01:41 Transition to Orthodox Judaism
04:08 Navigating Religious Expectations
06:17 High School and Social Dynamics
07:56 Exploring Orthodox Youth Groups
11:45 Deciding to Study in Israel
17:50 Experiences in Yeshiva
20:28 College Years and Religious Struggles
22:06 Post-College Life and Shifting Beliefs
24:52 Marriage and Moving to Israel
26:17 Returning to America and Joining the Army
27:32 Joining the Military: A Personal Journey
29:15 Deployment in Afghanistan: A Turning Point
32:08 Questioning Faith and Beliefs
32:39 Family and Personal Struggles
39:24 Publicly Leaving Religion
46:37 Reflections and Advice
52:54 Host's Personal Story and Final Thoughts