In this episode of 'Beyond Belief, Tales of Religious Exodus,' host Shalom welcomes River, a psychotherapist, to share their deeply personal journey of leaving the evangelical missionary church of Canada.

River discusses the strict religious upbringing as a pastor's child in Kitchener, Ontario, dealing with the trauma of family life, and the impact of a personal tragedy catalyzed their questioning of faith.

They explore the challenges of deconstructing ingrained beliefs, the importance of new supportive relationships, and the journey towards self-compassion and self-acceptance.

Through therapy and a shift towards Eastern philosophies, River illustrates the profound transformation from deeply embedded religiosity to a path of authenticity and healing.

00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief
00:19 Meet River: A Psychotherapist's Perspective
00:53 River's Religious Upbringing
01:38 Core Beliefs of the Evangelical Missionary Church
02:58 Family Dynamics and Religious Expectations
06:10 Struggles with Identity and Belonging
23:47 The Impact of Original Sin
27:53 Marriage and Gradual Deconstruction
30:07 The Reality of Parenting Alone
30:35 Meeting Wife and Religious Journey
31:33 A Life-Altering Tragedy
32:44 Deconstructing Faith and Beliefs
34:40 University Life and Changing Perspectives
37:01 Leaving Religion Completely
42:25 Parenting Challenges and Personal Growth
47:13 Healing and New Relationships
49:31 Advice for Those on a Deconstruction Journey
51:00 Reflecting on Life Choices and Parenting
01:00:12 Conclusion and Final Thoughts