DiscoverStreet Cop PodcastEpisode 1000: Choosing Life - Suicide, Forgiveness, and the Fight for Change w/ Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey
Episode 1000: Choosing Life - Suicide, Forgiveness, and the Fight for Change w/ Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey

Episode 1000: Choosing Life - Suicide, Forgiveness, and the Fight for Change w/ Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey

Update: 2025-07-28
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Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey reflect on the life and death of Brian’s son, Lucas Sizemore—an Atlanta police officer who died by suicide. They open up about Lucas’ childhood, his service in law enforcement, and the lack of apparent changes in his behavior. Through raw honesty and deep reflection, they explore grief, guilt, and the urgent need to talk about mental health in policing—and how we can prevent this kind of loss from happening again.


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00:00:00 :00 - 00:01:47 :10

Teaser


00:01:47 :10 - 00:02:15 :14

Intro


00:02:15 :14 - 00:04:15 :02

Jared and Brian’s background


00:04:15 :02 - 00:12:27 :04

The life of Lucas Sizemore


00:12:27 :04 - 00:16:08 :03

Enabling your children


00:16:08 :03 - 00:24:19 :07

Lucas’s experience as a police officer in Atlanta


00:24:19 :07 - 00:27:46 :12

The lack of apparent change in Lucas’ behavior


00:27:46 :12 - 00:35:41 :03

The stress of working in law enforcement


00:35:41 :03 - 00:36:00 :07

Midroll


00:36:00 :07 - 00:43:49 :14

Repairing your life after losing someone to suicide


00:43:49 :14 - 00:52:25 :03

The impacts of suicide


00:52:25 :03 - 00:57:49 :21

Valuing life


00:57:49 :21 - 01:07:47 :04

Forgiveness & dealing with guilt


01:07:47 :04 - 01:09:17 :03

The reality of law enforcement suicide


01:09:17 :03 - 01:25:32 :21

How to move forward & how to make change


01:25:32 :21 - 01:30:54 :14

The mental health conversation in law enforcement


01:30:54 :14 - 01:34:43 :04

What does it mean to care?


01:34:43 :04 - 01:35:25 :23

The Lucas Foundation


01:35:25 :23 - 01:38:42 :24

Outro


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Episode 1000: Choosing Life - Suicide, Forgiveness, and the Fight for Change w/ Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey

Episode 1000: Choosing Life - Suicide, Forgiveness, and the Fight for Change w/ Brian Sizemore and Jared Murphey

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