Anthony Dyer's journey from loading weapons to manning the guns of one of the world's most intimidating aircraft reveals the extraordinary path of a combat aviator in special operations. As a retired Air Force Combat Special Missions Aviator who served aboard the legendary AC-130 gunship, Dyer takes us inside a world few civilians ever glimpse.

The conversation opens with Dyer's early career decisions, initially following his father's footsteps into the Air Force as a weapons loader before cross-training as a firefighter. It wasn't until a pivotal moment of self-reflection that Dyer made the life-changing decision to pursue special operations aviation. "I don't want to leave cracks, I want to leave craters," he recalls thinking, a powerful metaphor for seeking greater impact through his service.

Listeners gain unprecedented access to the technical marvels of the AC-130 gunship, an aircraft Dyer describes as "NASCAR with a gun." He explains how this modified cargo plane flies in a left-hand "pylon turn" with its arsenal—including a 105mm howitzer that recoils 49 inches—mounted on the aircraft's left side. The crew coordination required to operate this complex weapons system while supporting special forces on the ground offers a masterclass in precision under pressure.

The emotional weight of 14 deployments becomes evident as Dyer opens up about the psychological toll of combat operations. His candid discussion of developing an alcohol dependency during his final year of service and the ultimatum from his wife that pushed him toward recovery provides a raw look at the hidden battles many veterans face. The transition challenges—from the seemingly simple adjustment to civilian clothing to the profound loss of purpose—resonate with veterans of all eras.

Dyer's book "Moon Child: The Roots and Wings of a USAF Combat Special Missions Aviator" emerged from therapy sessions where writing became a healing tool. His vulnerability in sharing both triumphs and struggles has created a powerful connection with readers who find comfort in his message that "it's okay not to be okay." For anyone fascinated by military aviation, interested in special operations, or seeking to understand the veteran experience, this conversation offers invaluable insights from someone who's lived at the tip of America's spear.