In this one, I speak openly about my own experience with addiction — not in some clinical, detached way, but as someone who’s been through the depths. Addiction isn’t just about substances… it’s about escape, fixation, the loss of self. But it’s also an initiation. A breakdown that can, if you’re willing, become a turning point. This is about healing — not through therapy-speak or shallow affirmations, but through facing your own darkness, reclaiming your agency, and learning to trust in your body’s intelligence. If you’re in it, or coming out of it, I hope something here lands.

00:00 intro – the truth about addiction

01:00 the illusion of escape

03:00 chaos, collapse, and awakening

06:00 the cycle of craving and self-destruction

09:30 facing mortality, choosing to heal

11:00 the body’s intelligence & self-healing

12:30 belief, agency, and real recovery

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