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Surviving the Unthinkable: Natasha’s Story of Suicide Loss, Abuse, and Life After the FLDS

Surviving the Unthinkable: Natasha’s Story of Suicide Loss, Abuse, and Life After the FLDS

Update: 2025-11-05
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*WARNING: This podcast mentions suicide, sexual abuse & trauma and may be triggering.


 


Episode Summary


In this episode of The Survivors, Lisa Sugarman introduces her new co-host Natasha J. Layton, who shares her harrowing story of sexual abuse, religious trauma, domestic abuse, and survival after growing up in the FLDS cult as the niece of Warren Jeffs. Natasha recounts her experiences of childhood trauma and the complexities of life within a polygamous community. The conversation dives into the impact of her past on her mental health and the journey towards reclaiming her narrative and healing.


 


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Takeaways


- Natasha's story is a powerful testament to survival.


- The FLDS cult's impact on individual lives is profound.


- Trauma can be a dirty family secret that is hard to confront.


- Survivors often grapple with guilt and self-blame.


- Naming one's story is a crucial step in healing.


- The importance of pacing in sharing traumatic experiences.


- Community ties can be severed in the name of faith.


- Understanding the dynamics of polygamy is essential.


- Healing is a layered process that takes time.


- Survival often begins long before it is recognized.


 


Chapters


00:00 Introduction to The Survivors Podcast


01:39 Natasha's Journey Begins


03:02 Life Inside the FLDS Cult


13:34 Understanding the FLDS and Warren Jeffs


24:18 The Impact of Trauma and Abuse


34:01 Reflections on Survival and Healing


 


Mental Health Resources



  • If you or someone you know is struggling, please call 988 for help.

  • National Sexual Abuse Hotline 800-656-4673

  • The Survivors Podcast Website – https://thesurvivors.net/

  • The HelpHUB™ – Mental health resources, tools, and support networks – https://www.thehelphub.co/


 


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See you next week! In the meantime, keep surviving.


 


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Surviving the Unthinkable: Natasha’s Story of Suicide Loss, Abuse, and Life After the FLDS

Surviving the Unthinkable: Natasha’s Story of Suicide Loss, Abuse, and Life After the FLDS

Lisa Sugarman & Natasha J. Layton