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What if you discovered you were the enemy? [Rebroadcast #230]

What if you discovered you were the enemy? [Rebroadcast #230]

Update: 2024-02-138


Growing up with a sense of heroic duty, a man becomes a cop fighting the drug war, when the sobering realities of his job lead him to profound awakening.

Today's episode featured Neil Woods. You can find out more about Neil by going to, where you can also find links to his two books: Good Cop, Bad War and Drug Wars, with more about his own experience and about the War on Drugs in Britain. To find out more about his organization, LEAP, or Law Enforcement Action Partnership, go to


Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits

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Content/Trigger Warnings: near death, violence, suicide, mention of sexual assault, mention of gang rape, domestic violence, explicit language


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Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho



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What if you discovered you were the enemy? [Rebroadcast #230]

What if you discovered you were the enemy? [Rebroadcast #230]